God has little interest in people who are just constantly asking and wanting for things for themselves .

Also people who just read the same old formal prayers repetitively out of a book, to a point that in the end it becomes a tired routine to them and the meaning behind it is lost.

God wants people to ask genuine questions, genuine conversation and ask about genuine issues.

It can be about the person themselves, or it can be about the whole universe and world. It just needs to be relevant, as if it is not relevant to reality, it will have no effect on reality, so it does not deserve an answer and the person does not get one.

The question can of course be about the present or the future.

We are made in the image of god so it is like how we are with other people.

God does not want people to just talk about themselves, it is more interesting when a person asks how the other person is and is interested in them.

So if a person genuinely asks God what God would like us to be doing for God, then God will reply.

The person may not get an answer instantly into their mind, the idea, words and images may come into their mind  possibly days, or a week later and they will have come from God.

It can happen with an omen, such as something happening in the physical world which symbolises the answer. This also happened at the time, in the future, or any moment relevant to that situation being asked about.

The answer often comes when the person is relaxed and not being self obsessed over their own issues, so they can be aware of, see and notice what God is doing.

However a person genuinely asks,  they will be given a mission, or job, this is a big deal not to be taken lightly!

God is about doing service, what a person should really be doing and a mission.  So it  can be a big deal full of sacrifice and hardship.

Which is why many people are not interested in asking and truly communicating with God.

Excessive eagerness to please others

This is often caused by wanting affection from others. This is often because the person did not get  affection from their mother when they were a child.

This can cause a person to do things for others to get affection from them, even of the things being asked of them are not right. This is because they want the affection from the other person.

Their endless craving to get this can make them work so hard they get exhaustion and so on.

People are often athiest because:

They cannot cope with God being better than them

They prefer to mock people and beings that are better than them

They want to feel that they better than them. That is why they do not want to worship God.

In truth as the universe is one, the better God is, the more they benefit and are. However athiest people see themselves as separate to God.

The wise person praises and honours what is better than them.

They want to be the centre of their own universe

They want to be the person that controls everything, everybody else looks up to and so God is competition to that.

Being in control

God is in control, but the ego wants power and to be in control.

By being aware of God, a person becomes aware that God is in control and not them. The ego does not wants that, as wants to think that it is in control of everything and to be control of everything.

Also to be aware of God, a person has to be worthy, for that a person has to be willing to do what God’s will, which of course is not the will of the ego.

Basically the ego wants power over others.

Often think that are being aware of things that are not their ego, such as God, a specific concept or something else.

However often is still the ego, because looking at my God, my concept, my other person.

It is very hard for a person to look at things outside the ego, because the ego itself is only interested and about I, me, mine.

So need to be aware using higher parts of oneself which can be aware of others as they are.

Things that trap us in ego

Fantasies can trap us in ego, for example that a person is a big important executive when actually are quite a junior one. Once a person realises the level they really are, they can really do things.

Ego is often thinking about how wonderful you are, how wonderful you look, how wonderful people think you look, and so on. You are just looking at positives and even things that are not there or real. Fantasies shout how wonderful you are.

It’s very tempting because there is a lot of self gratification.

When operating from a higher place, people respect you and other things, but it does not matter to you as are not looking at them.

So you do what is right and not what gets you attention. Whether people notice you or not makes no difference to you. You do what is needed by others and right.

Using astrology to see you are in ego

It’s very hard to tell if you’re right in ego or operating from high places (teferet in Kabbalah).

When it is a full moon, or close to a full moon, I have a hard time sleeping. This is because I’m in ego lot and the ego is affected by the moon. By being aware of this and the effect the moon is having on me, I can see how much I’m in ego.

This frees me up to see the higher parts of my psyche, Teferet, the part of my psyche which is my sun sign.

By seeing sun sign part of my psyche, I can see this higher of my psyche and what I should be doing in my life. Also the ego things I’ve been doing to show off and are not what I should actually be doing.

Impermanence:

Impermanence has two parts to reducing selfishness.

1, realising that having things below God have less value:

A person selfishly wants things, however by becoming aware that possessions and even themselves are not permanent, they realise these things are not so valuable and want them less.

The opposite of wanting to gain thing is fear of loosing things. By a person becoming aware that possessing those items and the themselves are not permanent, they are not so scared of losing them. Also by realising that the pain of loss is not permanent, it comes and goes, they are also not scared of the pain of loss

▪a person’s life on earth is not permanent.  This also means that they having their possessions is not permanent.  A good way to become aware of this is, to meditate on all the people you know who have died.

▪meditate on the moment now, this ever moving razors edge of time is a powerful way of seeing that earthly things are not permanent.

▪other things to meditate on are best if they are things that are quickly fleeting like breaths and so on.

Possessions

By the ego realising the things it sees as ‘mine’ are impermanent, the ego has less validity.

This is because the ego can be from what it owns.

So by meditating on how things it has as ‘mine’ and ‘my’ are impermanent, the ego’s validity reduces.

‘Mine’ and ‘my’ can be very subtle, even things which a person thinks are selfless, can be done in an ego way. For example, my observation, my meditation, my benevolent thoughts.
So also have to look at how these are all impermanent and recognise when doing it with with ego.

2, Realising that everything is one

Why not realise things are impermanent

This is often because a person does not want to think things are impermanent. They have their friends, society structure, groups and possessions that they know. They do not want to loose them. However eventually they will and this will of course be painful.

People do not like change because to get the new, they have to loose the old.

To be aware of spirits and messages from spirits:
▪spirit is lighter than a feather accross an eyelash.
▪inner voices quieter than a light whisper.

They are the quick flash of a message, anything that comes after is the ego trying to change it. This maybe because it cannot cope with what was said, or wants to control it.

Morals are needed to be aware of spirit

As spirit is so subtle, people who are selfish cannot be aware of spirits. This is because they are so much focused on themselves, their emotions, what they have and so on. This means they cannot be aware of the non ego things such as the higher parts of themselves and other beings.

Selfish people are also so full of less balanced and more erratic emotions, being less refined they are also less able to be aware of spirit which is itself more refined.

The first level to be able to be aware of spirit is to make sure you never do anything to hurt anyone. This is enough of a level for you to be aware of spirit. Most people do not manage to do that and so do hurt others and cause damage.

The next level is to truly care about others and so serve and do things for others. This will take you to higher levels and higher grade spirit guides and partners.
I find that conventional thinking makes me think that all the thoughts in my head are from me.  When I am with Warren I can tell more the thoughts, impressions and so on are from other beings.

Impressions and thoughts are normally from spirits, but due to conventional athirst thinking, can think they are just your own thoughts

I find that conventional thinking I was brought up with caused by atheism in society, makes me think that all the thoughts in my head are from me. When many of the thoughts and impressions and so on are from other beings.

Impressions with knowledge from inner teacher spirits and so in my mind that I normally dismiss as delusion, or my own thoughts, I realise are real.

Also, answers  I am given from asking questions with images to my inner teachers are actually from them and not just from me.

 I am expecting great drama, excitement, effects etc. like in movies and television  from the inner voices. So when the responses are very normal, I think that the voices are me and not inner teachers.  

However they are just beings and so they are more normal, so I must realise that they are inner teachers.  

So I need to be more discerning and get over my conventional atheist scientific thinking, that  all thoughts are me and have faith in these other beings existing more.  That many thoughts impressions images etc are from other beings and not me.

Hopefully I can discern more their character and nature to realise what thoughts are from others.  I am finding it quite hard, as these communications are so everyday like my own thoughts.